I dreamt so heavily last night. I have memories of at least three different dreams and in one of them I sobbed and sobbed. I felt like I was being left behind by someone, and in another dream, by time.
Today when I woke, on this, my third wedding anniversary, I felt sad, I felt pressured and I felt heavy.
I haven’t really thought about my dreams today. Normally I would try and work them out, but today, until now, I haven’t.
What is a dream exactly? I have had experiences when dreams have actually alerted me to real life happenings – reminders to ring friends or family. I have had life changing dreams, dreams with such clear messages that it was impossible to not understand them. Dreams that made me laugh, funny, mixed up, crazy dreams that mean nothing and horrible “fever” dreams that make no sense at all. I sleep with a dream dictionary beside me and if something bothers me I look it up. Sometimes I hear the message and sometimes I choose not to. This morning was different. It might take some time.